That's wonderful! That's terrible! That's Life...

hais. really don't want anything like this to happen.
i don't wana keep quarrelling. don't wana c you unhappy.
it really makes me sad. make me worried. make me feel afraid.
dissappointed with me? hais. i really don't know what to say also.
maybe be ought to be dissappointed,to be angry with me.
everything started b'cos of me. i caused everything to become like that.
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amore

hmms.
saddening.
bro & i went to hospital to visit his god dad few days ago.
he's got tumour. his condition was already very bad when he went to the hospital to check.
the tumour has already been there for quite long. there were signs,he coughed n stuff very badly but he thought it was just normal cough.
he should be doing a major op in sep. after the op he may not be able to talk =(
he was so energetic,so jovial. loves to joke arn alot. always make people feel welcome.
and now he is lying on bed all weak.
he himself does not even know what is actually going on.
his son never told him that he may lose his voice. he was afraid that his father couldn't take it.
not only that, but if he is really gona lose his voice, how is he going to communicate with his blind daughter after the op? talking was their only form of communication, and now....
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