i just felt like writing out how i'm feeling.
lil stressed.
you know, i feeling quite mixed up & confused.
not knowing what i should really do.
although things between me & him is better now, but still i'm not sure of what is really going through inside his mind, and this itself is enough for me to worry about.
yes, i agree that i do think to much and likes to make big fuss about things. but, it really hard for me to not think about it. i'm far too worried about how things may turn out to become.

jealousy is a major issue & it really affects me alot.
i'm jealous by nature i guess, or is it because of love.
because love is so selfish that you don't want your love ones to be shared with others.
i just don't like the fact that someone is sooo close to him, and although that person may only be just a friend, who happens to be a girl, but until now i still can't accept it.
someone who sends sweet msges and chat for hours on the phone.
but i'm happy that at least i know the truth & whats really going on.
but anw, i'm learning, learning how to be more generous, less jealous and to be more understanding.

no confidence. plus a super selfish and jealous heart.
people say that when a couple is quarrelling and when another person of the opp sex is there to console one, that one will change heart and fall for the (another) person.
that's what worries me.
so cold that my heart froze.
enough love to last us through this relationship? ... i'm greedy, i don't want just enough.

no more sweet 16. change it to bitter 16, y not?

lost my less than 2 months old hp too. WHOA. how nice. $400 flown away.

i still do love you.
& i believe that when you said i love you, it was from the bottom of your heart.

if everything turns out badly and if i don't know what else to do...

♥ 4:44 AM; ____________________________________________