i'm still pretty sad & irritated by the fact that i'm bad terms with alfred's mom.
i did nthn wrong for godness sake! why.
i new it! they started to dislike me aft they realise that i smoke and have a tattoo.
i can feel it.
i'm very bothered by it.even when i'm on holiday at batam i'll think of it.
kinda driving me crazy but i don't want to care anymore.
nothing is fair. the truth willl be out oneday someday.bless me

hmm.jasmine's mention the topic abt ur bf's/husband's mom before.
she said she will never marry a guy when his parents doesn't like her.
unless that guy has a mind of his own. that is he doesn't listen to everything that his parents say.
oh well,i don't know what to do.

i'm right now very sensitive to my surroundings.
i feel like an idiot down with depression.
seriously.i'm going crazy.
i've been drinking to stop myself from thinking too much.and to let everything out.
i know that something's not right thats why i'm behaving like that.maybe i'm sensitive but maybe i'm right!

everything's just falling apart. i still can't decide the right route for myself

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