mixed feelings.
i feel bad for everything.
i feel bad for initiating. i feel bad for complaining. i feel bad for not being of much help.
sometimes i feel that i should just shut my mouth.
i'm feeling stressed, bothered, down. get me drunk. so this is how passionate i am. how much i can be bothered by things. i lead a passionate life. thats why i love and thats why i fight..
writing is the only way for now that could make me feel better.

they've hurt your pride. has it ever crossed your mind that you've hurt me?
you are not the only one who has met with unpleasant things in life.
if i were to say this. you would have felt that i'm making you feel even worse now.
or
should i be trying to console you harder instead? because i''m not the one whose pride is being hurt. why make things worse for you. is there someone out there that could make you feel better? am i causing too much trouble?

the higher you climb, the harder you'll fall.
its really terrifying climbing up this flight of stairs. i'm kinda half way there. its only 2 choices. but its tough.

i'm starting to talk crap again. i should really learn to shut up.
shut up joey, shut up.

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